for a long time in the subjects of the university I learned to use complex numbers, to do derivatives, to sum series, and a lot more of things ...
To this day I use them, but as a tool, without really understanding the why of things, almost all the books I have used to learn, only teach you the method and tell you much above what is or is, but They do not explain why.
Some time ago I saw some pretty good books for statistics, but I would like to know if you know of a book that explains things well conceptually for other areas like calculation.
Any favorite book