My question is about finding the probability distribution of a variable x after running the following process:
x := 0
loop very many times
x -= k*x
x += sampleStandardNormal()
end loop
I have found empirically that the value of x is randomly distributed with a finite variance, provided that $0 < k < 2$. Using a program, I also found empirically that the variance of x is exactly
$$Var(x) = \frac{-1}{k(k-2)}$$
However, I do not know how to derive this result using real math. Furthermore, I do not know how to derive the actual probability density function for x.
(My program found the empirical solution by approximating a Taylor series and then finding the function with the best match.)